i tried to get her to come for my uncle's bday dinner. she agreed to it.

i admit. i was still very amateur about the whole dating after breakup. i realised it afterwards that i shldnt have done it. to make it a clean breakup and start facing up to the fact. i didnt tell her not to come, since she already agreed.

in the end, there was no sign of her. no sms, nothing to explain or even to say that she might not make it. i was mad at abt the whole agreed-and-didnt-meet-the-promise. she damaged my trust and faith in her.

the dinner was scheduled at 1900. i tried to msn her, when i saw her online at around 1800...but she didnt reply.

remembering that we are no longer together, i ignored all efforts to get her. i would have no authority to ask about where she was or whether she might be still coming. but our 1st day as frens, she had already disappointed me. did she forget? only she knows. its around 2330 and not a word.