i finally understand why love is called a special feeling. it is a feeling of one person towards another person. however, that feeling is ever so special to the one who felt it. when this special feeling is being shown in action, speech or other possible means of affection, the other person feels loved. so i guess the whole thing abt being loved is to feel that you are indeed special to someone else.

is that important? yes. i would like to think so. to let that person u have a special feeling towards feel that he/she is indeed special in at least 1 person out of the large amount of ppl in this crazy world.

i was inspired not by my own relationship but my brother's current relationship. they were giving out so much special feeling for one another that it is annoying(in a good way). so far, everything seems good with the 2 of them. interestingly, a few weekends spent at our place, his gf seems to bonded with our family.

did someone tell u recently that u were special to them in some way? if u have someone to say it to, dun hesitate. that feeling might sit with u till the time u enter the grave. however, if u never make it known to the other person, u might jus enter the grave, alone.

wat is a special feeling? if u know that the person hardly bothers if he/she gets his/her frens angry. but bothers to at least come over cuddle around and ask whats wrong. that will be a subtle but special feeling through actions

or sometimes the good old "u are special to me" works wonders, that is IF u really meant it. it maybe easy to con someone abt such matters, but it doesnt end well.

another thing that i think is essential in a relationship is trust. although this is a very very old topic. i have only begun to realise wat it actually means. trust is actually a very general trust, from personality to behaviour. u can say u trust this or that person, but its hardly the case.

more often than not, there is seldom a comprehensive trust between 2 persons. how about the long-lasting couples, u say. this is the really tricky part, communication. its because of communication that is final tool to bring 2 persons to trust each another more. during communication, understanding of one another is built, queries, doubts and misunderstandings are challenged.

its hard to talk abt trust between 2 persons. it is more of a personal path of finding out the whys hows and the astonishing wats

horny trips. Calling out to all girls only.

invited to climb on board a one-night trip to all favourite make-out spots in singapore.

all girls who register have to be screened.

attire: any...best if none.

got so much to tell and so little blogspace.

this time round the exams seems to catch me alot less prepared. seems that there was quite a lack of time this time. maybe its due to my late start? or is there really a difference when the lessons end the week before your exams?

can really tell why there are bustling groups of couples on campus. its because of the care and concern that they can give each another. who doesnt like a bit more care and concern especially during these troubling and stressful times. it could only get worse.

worse, when u have expectations. worse, when u have to worry about all other things other than your exams. worse, when u have more than 1 person in your life.(this is uphold by the equation : troubles = 2 ^ (no of humans))

actually i am jus glad that i am hanging out in an almost all-guys environment. otherwise, i may jus be easily tempeted by the lure of care and concerns by females. cos even care and concerns by this group of buddies have proven to be addictive. no worries, i am still crystal clear abt my sexuality. it is still 100% heterosexual.

i think that its natural to feel attached to this group of buddies. since i see them almost everyday. we tend to go through similar exploits, experiences and hopes. its weird that i haven started pushing their buttons yet...:)

actually i jus hope to spread care and concern around to everyone i know, instead of tension, enmity and suspicions. lets jus hope that everyone can surf up on this exam.

yet i have done another stupid thing in my life. i wonder if she will be reading this? lets hope she is...so that i can say SORRY.

long story short: she got promoted at work on friday. she told me abt it on sat. i went to ask her why nv tell me on fri. okok..i know stupid move. arrghh...regretting can?

WAT stupidity. she already told me before that she is not that type to go around telling ppl around her abt new stuff or even her happy stuff. example: her new car. arggh. STUPID me.

besides, she told me abt the promotion herself. that was like a difference from before. i think was quite a change for her as well. arrggh. y didnt i think from her shoes before..arhghh...stupidity sux.

i know she has been changing for me. argghh... STUPID

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY...