had a very interesting dream last nite...

btw...now slacking in company, cos LUNCHTIME.

continuing the probable attempt to forget her(forget the pain that is associated with her). i dreamt that she was sms-ed me, regarding her change in fone number. i nearly woke up thinking i really read the sms.

interpretation for the dream:
- guess i really cant put her out of my mind
- even in dream i hope she would stay in contact
- good number to bet on? i doubt so...dun even remember the number already

its like day 2 of the attempt and i already dreamin of such stuff already. an attempt with possible favourable outcome?

why have we ended up like this? instead of goin through all this drama, why not get together? why cant i leave the associated pain behind and retain all the happiness and joy?