yet i have done another stupid thing in my life. i wonder if she will be reading this? lets hope she is...so that i can say SORRY.

long story short: she got promoted at work on friday. she told me abt it on sat. i went to ask her why nv tell me on fri. okok..i know stupid move. arrghh...regretting can?

WAT stupidity. she already told me before that she is not that type to go around telling ppl around her abt new stuff or even her happy stuff. example: her new car. arggh. STUPID me.

besides, she told me abt the promotion herself. that was like a difference from before. i think was quite a change for her as well. arrggh. y didnt i think from her shoes before..arhghh...stupidity sux.

i know she has been changing for me. argghh... STUPID

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY...