recently jus went to a primary school fren's WEDDING dinner. and yes, i am the fren of the bride.

it is jus amazing how time flies. through that wedding dinner, i met another 2 of my primary school classmates. through searching for them in friendster, i met another 2. to my surprised another fren is also married with children already. WOW~

talking abt achievements, looking back at my life, i really stink. now i am still stuck in studies. squandering my parents' hard-earned money. and for the past 20+ yrs, i have been waiting for the "to-be-great" moment. will it ever arrive? or is jus a myth?

for as long as i can remember, i have known and told myself that everyone is special. i have looked and see the special in many, except myself...yet. i hate being normal. in a sense that i feel useless being normal. i wanna do something to help. help who? help with wat? help which cause? help whenever? help where?

hmmm...i guess it shld be "dare to be great" rather than "to be great". do i dare to be great? hmmm...leads to another question. wat is great? hmmm...guess i will ponder over that for a while.