21 has remained an important date in my current life. after her, every other thing seems to wanna fall on the 21st. or maybe thats my delusion(a brain created image or idea to see wat i wanna see)

all is goin well. i hope. i have big plans for my own future but its currently tied to the house i am living in. i really hope my plans will go through successfully. although have to appear sure and confident of myself. i cant help to be sometimes overwhelmed by the uncertainties of life. guess that will have to get used to. :)