its been some time since i last wrote. but nothing seems to have changed, with regards to her. i know its time to move on, how?

tonite i attended a team dynamics talk. made some good realisation. i actually have some issues with committment. i guess thats why i haven been able to stick to any groups of frens. according to some team expert, the lack of committment will hamper me from knowing ppl and letting other ppl know me in depth. so far, true.

so now, personal target: to cultivate committment. arrgh...help?