argghh...

suddenly getting cold feet...havin a bad feeling abt this comin thurs. am i having too much expectation? am i thinking it too rosy?

(reading back wat i wrote previously)...

am i asking too much of her, to once again accept me back to her life? is she more happy without me around? should things remain as status quo? maybe i am the only one that is still holding on to the past.

should i go ask plan previously? ... ... can there be a sign?