the stage is set. i will be meeting her on this coming thursday, V-day. motive? to bare it all out

y this agenda all of a sudden?

currently, i am at the crossroads
1) can forget her (OR)
2) patch back with her

it is evident enough that i cant forget her.

this thursday, i will be more about asking her how she still feels about me. it cant be that since i wanna get back with her, so she must accept me. she might already feel differently about us and me.

and also, i would really be hoping to hear a reassurance from her if i were to choose path no 2. a reassurance that will give me the strength to make the leap into the other path.

reassurance that comes in the form of 'naked' self. in the form of her fears, her sorrow, her worries and her depression. the side that she keeps it stuffed away. so that i maybe able to protect her from fear, stand with her in sorrow, share her worries and wake her from depression.