currently, seated at home.

last nite, while i started to work on my feng shui arrangement for 2006, i discovered something astonishing. oh...maybe i should cover why i was doing my feng shui arrangement for 2006.

as everyone knows, 2006 is the year of the Dog. since i was born on the year of the Dog, this means that 2006 i will 犯太岁. for those who are still ignornant heres the brief overview. in every year, there will be a presiding 太岁(aka lord). this 太岁 is considered the lord as least for that year he presides. Each 太岁 will take turn to preside and altogether there are 12 of them. within that year, all those people who were born under the same horoscope as 太岁 will be deemed as being insolent to 太岁. hence the term 犯太岁. there are actually a few more ways to offend the 太岁, but it does lead to any good ending. 太岁 is usually revered as the one who handles everyone's luck within the year that he presides. so in order to get to his good side, there are 2 ways the Chinese have had developed.

1) at the beginning of that year, pray and give offerings to the 太岁 that is goin to preside and which you have offended through 犯太岁

2) there is actually something terribly wrong about your personal feng shui and needs to be adjusted.

haha...since i will 犯太岁 on 2006, i have decided to take the 2nd option and hope for the best. thus i was looking through my personal feng shui. and guess what i found? hmmph...it seems that THERE IS something terribly wrong with my feng shui. its drawing up quite a fair bit of loneliness, accidents, misfortune and impedance in career. everything seems so crystal clear right now.

kinda of explains the past few post of loneliness cries. heres the apologies to all those that have companied me through that period. i was my fault for not keeping my feng shui in check. the impedance in career also kinda of explains my recently poor attitude and carelessness in my studies. arrghh!!! AND i am goin to put a stop to all this...

i know its not good to blame and point fingers. oh well~ i need an outlet to vent :)

now working hard to regain my feng shui...