the best thing abt being a depression-ist, is that once u have affirmed that the ugliest was painted but its not even a fraction representative of the actual picture. everything becomes a whole lot more beautiful relative from the painted ugly picture.

deep down i am a twisted depression-ist...

so everything turn out fine. like always, like usual. THATs good. i like the usual part. becos, its diabetic-ally sweet. and who isnt a sucker for sweet stuff?

details? once again too many overlooked assumption. so engineer-ically speaking, have to iterate the workings with the newly estimated values and alterated assumptions. an engineer's work never cease, as we try to slowly unravel nature's secret one variable at a time and one assumption at a time.

meanwhile, i think its safe to say that i kinda of like dumping my worries and complains and watever nasty things here. i guess i like it that way and/or i find another alternative method.