last nite will working till very wee hours of this morning...i got a piece of news that someone saw joyce late at nite with frens at superbowl mac. i must admit i was quite bothered by the news.

i was at that moment quite curious and hence proceeded to ask a few questions abt wat had been seen. it may seem that i was taking the whole piece of information to be true, however, it is not. i had my reservations about it. without the confirmation by the involved party, any information can be made up, hearsay, rumored, opinionated or twisted. so i was jus fulfilling my curious side.

after that i didnt confirm that piece of news with her. y? its how she is. independent and care-free. she, i guess, has learned thus far how to stand on her own two feet from her past experience. so she has no one to be accountable to except herself and her parents. so what if the news was true? wat would it actually bring?

another part of me was sore-ly jealous of her frens. i know that been with her meant sharing her life with everyone and everything she loved or cared for. maybe its becos i have a small heart, which has problem containing all of that.

then it all mellowed over, i told myself the same line again. its how she is. she is one of those frens person. wat is a frens person? well as far as i can tell, its wat i am not...:)

out of everything, i jus wondered to myself. i all boils down to trust. that i have, thats why i have chosen not to ask her abt it or confirm it with her. she has no obligation to tell me abt it as well, i think...well i am over it...its jus another piece of information i heard...thats all...:)

time for class lor...