recently, kinda blogged down by financial problems. everywhere and everyone needed money. hmmm...a life lesson to be learnt? according to Andrew Matthews of Be Happy, there are always life lessons to learn. the worst part is that you cant skip or choose which ones to learn. if you fail to recognise or even learn the lesson, the life lesson grows bigger in size and will DEFINITELY whack you in the face.

scenerio:
person A owes 1 person a dollar five years ago. although person A returned the amount five years ago, he still does not understand why in the first place he borrowed that dollar. as person A grew older, he begun to borrow more and more money, from more and more people. he failed to understand that he had very poor financial sense, thats why he had to resort to borrowing.

hmmm...not a very convincin scenerio, but you'll get the point. so now the problem is to stop the life lesson from becomin to big and whack you in the face. thus, pay attention to all details in your life!

i also remembered clearly this year's forecast for myself. it seems that this year will be roughly the same like last year. and if i remember clearly, i was quite broke around this time last year too. haha...guess i didnt learn my lesson much. maybe not, i think i was more wealthier than i was last year around this time. hmmm...anyhow, really dun like the feeling of being broke, seriously, who likes it anyway. however, its a powerful motivation.

another thing, i am currently 'blind'. yesterday i was in the squash court with leslie...yak yak yak...the rest is history. it was like my second time in the court and most probbably the last, unless they throw some highly priced treasure in there.

i also dropped by Kbox recently, another source where my money had went to, and discovered that i really had no idea which songs are suitable for my voice to sing in. that was on the first trip. the second trip, went on 1400-1900 student hour, i tried to plough through all the songs and find the ones that my voice had no problem handling. results were yielded. i can very comfortably sing songs by 五月天. songs like 温柔 and 纯真. i tried songs by 李圣杰 as well, i can quite comfortably sing the 痴心绝对. i also can quite fit for songs by 陶喆, songs like angel, 爱,很简单 jus to name a few. yea....

another thing to note. recently, there was quite a big huha about my partner(in project LiNG) talking to another person in MSN. maybe i can try to clear up the air. i guess it kinda of started with me. simply put, the big huha was created to jus tease him ONLY. so it was a childish attempt, sue me!!! i was jus kinda of jealous that he was kinda typing away during classes everyday. so i thot i tried to tease him a little abt it. however, it ended up that another 2 person knew about it. the rest is jus absurd i guess. sorry weichien if i had caused you much uneasiness and sorry to the other party he was talkin to, if happen that both of you are reading this. rest assured that such childish acts will TRY to be suppressed.