today...happy...

yesterday accidentally found a conversation log of me and her lying around in my computer. accidentally, meaning, i was looking for another file when that log was in the search results. what was i searching for? the schematic diagram for LiNG. hmmmm...concidental? or man-made? concidental, because i really had no idea where i left the schematic file for LiNG and i didnt know there was even a conversation between me and her.

then reading through the conversation. i must admit i had this sudden feeling of old wound being opened up again. i can still savour the happiness and the joy in the words, while havin all this cravin for more of such conversation. cravin? yes cravin, recent conversations with her are like very restrictive, in a sense, and stifled. maybe its my fault? hmmm...

made another conversation with her today. a more relaxed one, similar to the ones we used to had. one thing is for sure, i cannot understand the relationship between us. so i am suppose to treat her like a friend, while trying to express my like for her? is there like a term designated for girls in the transition stage from friend to girlfriend? the in-between? this i guess was what that was stifling my conversation with her. the NOT up NOT down situation. weirdness.

another thing is that, i am totally or at least partially freaked out in this situation. i have precisely no idea what to do, or at least what not to do, or is there even such a thing? zero information plus first time being in such a situation. initially, i thought it was going to be jus a passing phase. BUT NO~...i am kinda stuck in this libo longer than expected. appealing to all everyone...HELP!

its always good to blame someone when unexpected or bad things happen. i jus wonder who can i blame now? myself? somehow...to blame her is not an option. nvmind.

this whole blog thing is kinda working out for me. well its better than usually dumping information into memory storage. at least when i write i analysis the memories and incoming information. otherwise, it will jus sit in the memory storage area and await deletion.

oh...before i forget. the next important thing to update now is LiNG. by week 5, all the mechanical design and schematic diagrams are to be FINISHED. this sunday, today, marks the beginning of week 2. the schematics are almost done. meaning the large portions are done, left the finer details, slight adjustments and hopefully no corrections. weichien is working on the mechanical design part.

seriously, i dun think i will get any better partner than weichien. he is like the ultimate when it comes to the whole mechanical section. firstly, there was the software, rhino3D. oh...jus to sidetrack, rhino3d is a better program than autocad. more flexibility with a 4 perspective drawing(top, plan, side and 3d). the whole bunch of us were the experimental batch of rhino3d users. weichien picked it up so fast, i was basically smelling dust. that day, he jus did 3 sumo robot design jus as he was doin more exploration of the software. to add, it was not those slip-shod designs. it was designs that i think can show to THE PANEL anytime. wow, truely amazed. LiNG is definitely in good designer hands. THE PANEL is a group of lecturers who will be tasked to assign grades to our continual progress in our projects.

secondly, chien is if not more, than equally passionate about this project. still remembering, he used to sit through watching clips after clips of sumo robot bouts. in a small scale competition like SRG(singapore robotics competition), there were already 64 matches and in each match 3 bouts. he finished watching a few years of SRG sumo matches and ROBOlypmics(later renamed RoboGames) sumo matches. and you thought you would prefer watching Titanic the movie 7 times. i watched some of the matches, but one match does not even seem to differ from the other. to add more spice into his madness, he watched the Japanese sumo robot matches(Warning: large scale competition sensed). if i pictured him as sex crazy male, and the sumo matches as thai whores. i think he would have swept the whole thailand CLEAN...few times over. now u ask, whats the point to the video watching? hehe...to derive the ultimate mechanical design for LiNG(restricted to a 20cm x 20cm x unlimted;length x breadth x height). he even figured the weakness of the general sumo robots(confidentally classified information), i am not goin to spoil his effort by blabbing it here.

looking at his efforts, can i even let him down by not doin my part to the BEST? JIA YOU!! even if its SRG, LiNG is still goin to make its presence felt and take the whole crowd by storm!!