1 : back here again.
2 : troubled?
1 : yea...
2 : wats troubling you?
1 : have you tried that feeling of longing to talk to someone, but didnt do it because...
2 : because?
1 : because...u think that u are being jus bothersome and irritant.
2 : ok...so u r here because of that?
1 : no... ...aiyah...i dun know...
2 : how can i know when u dun even know?
1 : ... ... ...
2 : wat did u wanna talk to her about?
1 : all the insignificant things and little happeneings in my life
2 : why the hesitation? because u think u are bothering her with all these details?
1 : yes...well...if someone does that to me, i wld feel very much bothered too.
2 : hmmm...tough question. but the problem is, does she feel bothersome listening to it?
1 : well~~, it does seems that she is jus too busy for all these. not that i am complaining her or anything, its her life...she still runs it the way she likes.
2 : hmmm...go on...
1 : well...to bother her like that jus doesnt seems nice. she might have 1001 things to do than to listen to all this small chatters.
2 : didnt vincent tell u already? it doesnt matter how she thinks. the most important point is to get your point across. and your point is?
1 : ...i dun know...i dun have all the answers to the world u know.

training in 冰心诀 to numb, to forget and to chill

while listening to
不得不爱 ，否则快乐从何而来
不得不爱 ，不知悲伤从何而来
不得不爱 ，否则我就失去未来
好象身不由己 不能自己很失败
可是每天都过的精彩