well well well...back here again. started my swimming schedule. yesterday swam 2 laps...hahha...one small step for alan and one big one for health.

couldnt do freestyle though. still lack the stamina and the erm...rhythm? beat? hmmm...i remembered that when i started swimming...correction...when i was being scheduled for swimming practice i used to be swimming with ease. there was this rhythm or beat that i caught from swimming. either that or i was VERY in tuned with water. sound very abstract? nah...its quite elementary.

it feels like fish out of water all of a sudden. asking the mermaid to go back to water after a long life on land. haha...it has DEFINITELY been years since i last swam, seriously. i guess i have lost that connectivity with water. hahaha...speaking very ZEN-ly again. anyhow, no worries, goin to pick it up again real soon.

then again, i was doin some analysis of my life again. i was actually kinda of wondering, did my connectivity with water had anything to do with my haywired life? during my younger years, i remembered swimming as part of my life, my habit and schedule. but since a period in my life, i stopped swimming and concidentally, my life seemed to have gone out of hand.

water has always been tauted as the bringer of life and a cleansing element. i hope i can find back the connectivity with this great entity, and cleanse myself. cleanse myself of? of all the mundane and worldly matters. hahaha...now i am really speaking as though i am goin to a monastary. hahaha...

truthfully, i dun mind a short stay at the monastary. the peace, the meditation, the serenity, the calm and the self. arhhh~~~

ok...more to the updates.

Zer0 is progressing, however slowly, its still considered progress. the components are giving me a racking headache. in actual fact, we were supposed to have chosen the components at the earlier design stage. haha...i did the opposite. i designed and now only to have panick if it will fit or work. thanks for the blessing of my grand-dad, alls been well. phew~

some of them are losing heart and interest. well i cant blame them, it all boils to personal choice whether to have continual passion or limited passion. for me, their de-moralising has been quite a drag, adding additional burden unto my already very temperamental passion. haha..guess its another training i have to go through.

the worst part is that the supervisor Mr Lim is providing alot of push factor. ITs actually the Holidays for Ngee Ann poly student, whereby either you work your ass off for cold hard cash or sit at home and rot till your last flesh or spend your time and effort on other aspects of your life. for me, i dun mind coming back school to doin Zer0, after all, i do have invested passion. however, the strict restriction that even the holidays are considered project days are turing me off. hmph...not to mention those who were already demoralised.

ok...for other matters.

jus met up with coco and coconut(yan cheng) for our Publication stuffs. the design of the all important 29th anniversary Nite logo and other designs, banner and posters. it did come out quite fruitful(<--wonders if spelling is correct), left the materialization of the design prototype.

the disapperance of the 2 Floor Managers missing in the 2nd meeting, did some reprecussions in the whole sub-committee. Samatha was off overseas, attending something personal which she had took up. Benjamin, was last heard working part-time. haiz~~ the most pressing problem i guess the whole sub-committee is wondering is the location of the Anniversary Nite, with the 2 Floor Managers gone.

through this, at least it did shine something postive on Joan. haha...it put her in the super hardworking and all-round. she handled the progress report of the Floor Manager section as well as her own F&B section, not to mention helping Program Co-ordinators sought after sponsors. WOW~~ wonder-girl.

now i will tell myself that i will not fail. for it will mean breaking a promise that i commited when i first join the sub-committee. Neither will i fail Zer0. i will strive for the successful profits derived from 29th Anniversary Nite and the Championship title of Zer0 in Singapore Robotics Games, R/C and Automated Sumo catergory.