jus watched a movie file sent by a fren. (sadden),(upsetted),(disgusted) for now...

the clip was about animal fur. not those few mins about how people waltz up and down the catwalk with fur. and no its not about all those beautiful people wearing fur. definitely not about people being stark naked protesting about animal fur.

its about how the traders get their fur, minus the hunting. well first impression about animal fur, was that it was not exactly a good thing. because for me, i have always understood by one idealogy. the idealogy was that although u profit from the things of others, the other party might suffer because of the loss of it. AND since everything was originally in balance at very first instance, live creatively with things you have and enjoy even with the absence of certain things in life. so i never had that great amount of empathy or emotional attachment to topics like animal fur.

reading the attached message, that no one seemed to be able to finish the clip. that devilish mechanism started to rotate. it appeared to be a challenge made out to me. at that moment in time, i thot to myself how hard can watching a 16+min clip be? let the truth be known...i self-terminated the clip at around 8+min. through this while i was staring at the timer, and wondering when is it goin to end?

here marks the point of no return...below i shall put my vocab to the test to best describe what i saw on the clip. however, for those who live in the world of Happily ever after, i suggest you turn back and forget about this post. this is not a taunt nor a challenge, and do not let your balls think for you.

i saw the most thot provoking scene in my 20+ years. i saw the skinning of LIVE(as in breathing and alive and heart-beating) animal. there appears to be a few animal 'featured' in this clip, but i got as far as viewin one of the animal and the beginning of the ending of another.

for those ignorant, this is how the whole process of skinnin went. first, the human will pick the animal from its cage. the animal is then set in the upside-down position, whereby the head is facing the ground and caught by the tail. next, the human will SWING the animal, with a deadly destination for its head. the swinging when on for several minutes on the timer. the lucky ones get to die from it, the more unlucky one continues on with the torture.

with my super limited knowledge about animal, i was unable to tell wat animal was this even after staring it for few mins. thus i clearly did not understand the next move took by the human. he went on to remove ONLY the front two legs of the four-legged animal with an axe and a makeshift timber as chopping board. the animal did look something like a raccoon when the close-up happened. jus then, the image of a man with two chopped-off hands jus super-imposed onto the scene.

the human then proceeded to the hind legs of the animal. from the hind legs, he drew lines along the leg area with a knife. the skin was then quickly torn till it reached the mid-body area. the animal's behind is totally exposed in a pale white color. and you wish that this nightmare would end around now.

the human would then hang the animal's tail on a hook, again subjecting the animal in an upside-down position. the skin is again pulled off the animal. imagine pulling a shirt off someone, keeping in mind that the shirt would be attached to that person and you MUST get it off. the tugging persisted till the fur gave way and slipped off the animal. any other difficult areas to get fur off the animal would be performed by scissors. the animal was then left on a cart, together with its pre-decessors.

the clip also specifically zoomed in on one of the particular animal. this animal was particularly was alive throughout the entire process. how did i know? after being toss onto the cart, the animal's breathing was still obvious. i basically continued and endured a little while longer to see abt the same process repeating itself. this time on a fox.

throughout this clip, i definitely got a RUDE AWAKENING. while watching the clip you can chose to terminate the gruesome clip at anytime. however, imagine this was animal was suddenly changed to yourself. THE NIGHTMARE JUS GOES ON. ok, so i am not those macho meatballs claiming to be fearless and self-proclaiming that it is the natural law of the fittest that survive.

WTF!!! all that nightmare, so that a freaking BITCH can jus show off that few seconds to her F'ed up bunch of frens. or so that some weird BITCH who jus cannot wait to flaunt of her husband's wealth. or some freako BITCH who jus want that glam of best dress under that limelight. WTF!!!

(composing self) ok...jus have to let off steam.