today the first trial for the prep Battle Royale jus ended.

before the trial, everything was calm and smooth. everything was intact and normal like always.

then when i was inside the classroom, change happened. i started to flush. excitement drew my energy away from my body. i knew i had to calm myself down. throughout the paper, i had to balance between the excitement and to calm myself down.

i was excited to complete the paper and excited to write my answers down as fast as possible. in my mind, i only knew TIME was not on my side. then of all the moments, nature had to start knocking. my bladder was not holding out, my hands were shivering and my excitement was beyond repression.

alas, everything came to a quick equilibrium pretty soon, near the end of the paper. my hands no longer shiver as much. my bladder seems to be numb from the holding back. the paper seems to be completed soon. haha...guess wat, there was still ample time left...phew.

i would consider this quite a blessing actually. i found out that not everyone had completed the paper in time. my condolences to those who did not complete the trials in time. however, dun lose hope. this is jus the first of trials, the best is yet to be...not everyone can be off in a good start, but a beautiful finish is more important.

tml prep Battle Royale will continue with its second trial and BEST of Luck.