hmmm...kinda of like startin the first official day of my holidays on a bad note. then again...define bad note.
erm...the whole episode came to an end, or shld i say an expected ending.[writing this is not getting any easier]actually, it was kinda of like that module exam which you already know you are bound to fail when you first read the paper. hehe...but i guess no harm trying, rite? a few things to celebrate, as well as a few things to mourn and bits to clarify and apologise.
a few things to mourn over. well...(censorsed. due to the explicitly sad nature of the content, the censorship board of maxferes.blogspot.com has decided against the publishing of it)in short, lets observe that few seconds of silence for those unwaivering warriors who persisted in this field of sorrow and pain, which they call love. lets observe that few minutes of silence too for the Pope. for his unrelentless giving of his love to the world.
bits to clarify and apologise. well...jus to clarify to those who reads this. this blog is an outlet for those whom i know, meaning frens, to recieve and update themselves on my latest happenings. these latest happenings due to time constraint are limited to the MOST important and near the heart events. lastly, but not the least, i hope to apologise to Song Meiling, for the grieve, mental torture, heart pains, tears and peer pressures that surmounted during this period. i never meant for it to be this way. i wish i knew other ways that i could tread more gently into your heart for an answer, and gently creeped out with that answer. forgive my boorishness, my impulsion and my inconsiderations.
a few things to celebrate. the end is here. to many this end has the annotation of bad, ending, saddness. however, to others, it maybe jus a relief. even before the answer came to light, i thought to myself to think positive. hehe...all that training now comes in handy. actually, i did get sometime good out of this experience, erm...i have grown to know better my own feelings, which are very vivid from the actions that i take sometimes. yea...
its late...time to move, time for other things, time for new time...
"time has been continually given to you, dun not worry about past, present and future, worry about what to do with it." - father, Koh Hock Ju(not in exact words but in exact meaning)
