today...er...actually yesterday, have a few good news and a few bad news.

first bad news, i jus tendered my resignation ...er...yesterday. so effectively my last day would be on the 3rd May. why the quit? actually, i was still quite hesitant about the decision. however, it seems that my endorsement module is suffering from it as a result. thanks to a few frens who brought it to my attention. thanks Weichien, Joyce and Weiyi. thanks for bringin back my perspective into focus.

second bad news, early in the morning, i jus recieved an sms about the death of a fren's father. wat a way to start a morning, the worst. but i do hope Jinrong is takin it in stride. death in certain way is quite painful. death is permanent. you cannot change the way you die jus simply because you hate the way you die. unlike life, which changes depending on the changes you make.

first good news. i have stopped havin her image when i look at other girls. but guess wat, she still resides in my brain somewhere. jus now while i was working, suddenly her image jus comes online. wat makes matters worse was that, her image jus kept flashing and flashing. i wonder if it was the use of memory that induced her image to appear, as that time i was using very heavily on the memory side of the brain. the flashing eventually stopped...because i grew hungry, and my brain decided to limit the amount of resources used based on neccesity. wonder wats happenin...hmmm...clue anyone?