Wednesday, April 13, 2005

she woke up at 0820. actually i had wanted to wake her up at 0730, apparently my phone calls was not an effective method.

i had actually messaged her at around 0730 to make sure that she was awake. i waited and waited but no reply. then at regular interval, i started to call and hope that she would pick up the phone. i got really panicky at around 0800 when she was still not picking up the phone. then i heaved a sigh of relief at last when she picked up the phone at around 0820.

last night was one of my worst night. firstly, i did not dream nor did my brain get any rest. secondly, i didnt get into a deep slumber like how i would usually. my brain was consistently kept awake and working. my brain was going through the steps that i had to do when i wake up at around 0730. that was occupying my brain throughout the night. i was in such a light sleep that i even managed to reply a message that came in at around 0500++. frankly, speaking my brain was actually waiting for the alarm clock to go off. the only other time that i can remember pulling such a 'stunt' was when in was in National Service doing night duties.

last night before i went to sleep, i waited for her message to reach my phone. she told me that she would sleep early, but i was afraid that she might be too engrossed in her notes. furthermore, i was kinda afraid that she might break out while studying and might need someone to talk to. when she eventually messaged, that she was goin to bed. that was another sign of relief. because an early night rest, will help improve the brain clarity condition. then i set my alarm clock to go off at 0730. usually, my alarm clock would have its leave whenever i had my holidays. 0730 was a good time because she would get around 7 hrs of rest. although a sick person might need more hours of rest. secondly, she would be in time for her last minute revision at school at 0830.

jus stepped out of the bath after waking her up. hope that this paper would be jus a breeze...