recently...actually more like yesterday, i was browsing around the GREAT BIG WIDE internet again, as usual, to search for more stuff on astrology. till i came upon a unique page whereby the page provides non-usual reports for people's predication. instead of comin out in the report format of what lucky numbers, lucky colors, what suitable partnership you can form with who, etc.. the report came out in the form of 14 mandarin sentences.

1. 宜任教職，適合研究學問及藝術可有所成就，不宜經商。
2. 一生起伏大，不聚財。
3. 先勤後惰，言過其實，惟為人隨和，不計得失，心情愉快。
4. 能言善道，頗有風度，具寬容、博愛的力量。
5. 適合口舌的職務，會出名。
6. 易流於浮誇傾向外務。
7. 可得外族或他鄉人的特殊提拔。
8. 會娶到一位好內助。
9. 會有桃花。
10.吃苦耐勞，工作上競爭對手多。
11.有其名，無其實。
12.藉由他人之力，以彰顯自己。
13.別人容易高估命造本人之實力。
14.近朱則赤，近墨則黑。

for the benefit of those who have difficulties in understand the above sentences, below are the translation(these translation are to the best efforts of the author). i must also admit that i am not that proficient in mandarin.

1. well-suited for teaching, research and artistic type of jobs. not suitable to be in commerce
2. a whole lot of ups and downs, and dun accumulate wealth.
3. hardworking at the beginning and lazy at the end.easy-going personality and doesnt mind profits and loss. happy moods.
4. eloquent, slightly charming, forgiving
5. suitable positions with usage of tongues and mouth, will be famous
6.
7. able to recieve specialised help from people of other tribes or immigrants.
8. will marry a helpful wife.
9. consist problems with girls
10.hardworking and enduring, alot of competition at work
11.does not have the power that comes along with that title.
12.through the abilities of others to illustrate my capbilities
13.people easily over-estimate my capbilities.
14.i get influenced very easily.

i find some sentences very true. sentence 3. i know myself better that others know me(i hope). i am that kind of person that can always give a good start to all of my projects and ideas, but not exactly the one to see it through. then sometimes i feel that i am too easy-goin that i dun have alot of close frens. sentence 13. i always recieve this unidentified pressure that i am always this and that, while i always think that i fall short of at least an inch. sentence 14 is undoubtly true. thus i am still working hard to kick start my own opinions and beginnin to solidfy my decision making capabilities.

then there are always some sentences that i hope will come true in time. sentence 9. actually, i dun mind consistently surrounded by girls and havin them as a source of my troubles. sentence 8 is also another line that i hope to come true.

maybe i was quite influenced by Vincent Ng. he used to tell me how a family is important. hmmm...i used to think that its because he have a very good girlfriend that he is now looking forward to a family. nowadays, i jus get thinking that his ideals are actually quite true. a stable home is where a MAN/WOMAN will leave from everyday. it will be quite a ideal source of power and motivation for me. it will be an ideal source of rechargin and relaxation as well. most importnatly, it maybe the best thing that 2 heterosexuals can share.

i sure hope i can find this source of power soon.