current geographical location : Ngee Ann Library, level 4, Magellan room.
mission : to study for the upcoming common test

not forgetting the piece i wrote last nite. actually i had more to write. other than the factual happenings, i wanna write about the other things that happened.

i guess it is true that when a person is alone, he will tend to discover more of himself. i did. throughout this trip, i didnt think i would expect anything, i thot everything would jus happened like in the last trip. a trip to numb my senses.

as i mentioned before, i was actually quite tensed for this trip. with all the information, about this mount ophir being spirited mountain, about havin to calm my parents down before each and every long distance trips and about havin to mentally prep myself to up the mountain.

haha...sometimes someone does say that i think too much. haha...i think so too. if i can manifest my brains onto my body, i guess i can enter the Mr ManHUNK competition. i jus cannot help but consistently flex my brain cells. the worst part is that whenever i get too tense, i will flex it so much that my body has difficulty getting rest, which means i dun sleep. haha...this part my mummy knows best.

remembering in primary school, i can actually get so panicky about homework being undone that i wake up in the wee hours to complete it. then mummy will come and get my arse back in bed so that she can sleep peacefully also. hahaha...

thus on this trip, i pushed myself to sleep and rest as much as possible, as i was afraid of wat my tensed up brain will do to my physical capability. as expected, my body stayed wide awake, due to my tensed bomardment of electric signals in the head.

i had to stray my thots to calm myself down. in the end, i went to bed with the thots of [her] in my mind. who is [her]? definitely not my mummy nor my grands nor any other girls that i know and NO not puteri gunung ledang(the mysterious princess of the mountain). i guess maybe its because [she] has been lingering around my electric signals for a few days before the trip.

after the succeess of first trial of that special brain medication, i have been taking the medication throughout this trip. every moment i cant get to sleep, i bring [her] image into mind. the thot of getting back to singapore to see [her], is the main drive that i have to get me on the summit. i was so driven that i could even help motivate my buddy on this trip up the summit too. fyi(for your information), my buddy for this trip was Mr Ang PG, 47 years old ECE lecturer at Ngee Ann Poly.

...whats my problem? none...jus concentrate on the studies and project for now.