Monday, July 04, 2005

good afternoon...alot to write about and blab. or maybe jus none at all.

recently was reviewing wat i look for in a potential soulmate. why? got reminded by an online fren whom i jus got to know about. her name is huiling from indonesia. same age as me and we met through friendster. she was interested to know about what life has installed for her. jus so happens that i was able to satisfy her curiousity. weird, how 2 person can jus meet like that. for the record, she is a virgo.

i am jus doin an unofficial statistical check about the females around or have been around me. then i seem to stand out as a virgo magnet. not that i am booasting, it jus so happens, i click well with virgo. not to mention leos and libras and not forgetting sagi. well, that jus about round things up. hmmm...trend?

anyway, back to main topic. what i look for in a soulmate, preferred species, female. i am not goin to act all high mighty and noble saying that species doesnt matter. well, i find that i can click somehow better with girls. i think it comes with the package at around 16 Oct 1982.

and i know, we shldnt expect without first giving. cant blame me also, no apparent chance for me to even explore what i can give. so here i am making list of what i expect.

i hope to find someone whom i can talk to or talk with. i understood in the past that communications was important. but little had i expect it to be so crucial. that soulmate had to be someone whom i can talk to for ages and ages to come. with no restrictions and limitation of topics. from the weird and unthinkable to the close to heart matters or even problems. to share and to behold even the smallest details of each another's world. ... ...hmmm abit too idealistic, rite?

another expectation. i hope she can be the frank and forward person. a person who knows what she wants and not shy about asking for it. i know this is also TOO idealistic and surreal. at minimal she should have idea what she wants and will at times ask for it.

last point. she must have great tolerance of my laziness. here i am admitting that i am lazy,

comin back later...going for class