last night had a really bad headache, so i turned in earlier than usual. its one of those not-enough-rest headaches again no worries. this will partly explain my presence at school at this early point of the day.

going to trek mount ophir this comin friday and returning on monday evening.

back to the yesterday post.

back to the point about how lazy i am. pretty much of it, i guess. more accurately, i have been living like an emperor. well not to the extend of havin people change my clothes and soiled pants for me, NOT THAT. think of my laziness as having GREAT amounts of INERTIA. according to simplified newtonian theory, it is the measure of the resistance to move. in other words, the alan law, the laziness rule. i guess this will be the hardes to swallow so far.

as i write this piece, a person came to mind. of course, that is she, what were you expecting?! before i released this 2 post on this blog. i remember telling her about all this. well, not exactly all this. why? cos the both of us were on quite talking terms, VERY talking terms. so i kinda of left out the 1st part.

what happened next? liken to any rotten guys you find on the street, i was too stupid to realise and thus never actually cherish. well...what to do...(sigh). i dun know if she will fit the 2nd and 3rd bill, but she is definitely the one who fits the 1st bill. she fit-ed it so nicely that i didnt think it was essential to ask of her. i guess i shld jus stick back to being analytical. stop using the heart so much.

so whats the status quo between her and me? lets jus say i did some REALLY dumbass things and we are not on that much a talking term as before.(sigh)...i guess this is what they meant by, "you havent tasted loneliness till you tasted companionship"

-----ending this post in realisation of his loss....