finally settled...
the courts has heard both side of the story. the case has been resolved. respective sides have come to a consensus.
on my part, i have and will publicly acknowledge the sorrows, distress and trouble of any sort or more. hence, i would like to hereby apologise to the affected party through 2 ways. first, my public APOLOGY. second, the withdrawal of the previous 2 post.
through this incident(friday sushi incident), i have learnt that, i am TOO FAST for the world around me. or in another words, i am too implusive. implusivly implusive and too reactive.
i believe in solvin ANY problem asap. for the rest of the human race, there may exist such a thing as a cool off period. however, its a total myth for me. if i cannot solve a problem, the warm on period begins. the longer the warm on period, the least likely i will even care about solvin the problem. this is an obvious trait when i do maths problems.
the warm on period varies with each problem also. the more interest invested in the problem the more likely to warm on faster. the least interest invested in the problem the less likely to warm on faster. thats why, math is my strong subject. not because i have interest in it. :) weird....
another thing is about this trust thing that i have for people around me. i dun usually trust people around me. sad to say, but true. unless i have uncovered that truth does flow from them. then again, truth in relative to who?
this trust that i have from people stem from the trust that i hope to have from them. like i have said in previous post, to recieve you have to first give. in chinese charater 舍得, the first character 舍 comes from 舍弃(to abandon) the second character 得 means to get. in order of the character, first to abandon then will you recieve. 舍得 in literally means the willingness. hence this is one of my many weird and exotic root beliefs.
in actions, every word that spills from my mouth holds a certain level of responsiblity and commitment. i will try to be responsible for my comments. i will also try to stay committed to my every promise. since the world is not all round, i will bear responsiblity to try and uphold and explain for my failure.
yesterday night...(censored by XXXX XX XXXX, XXXXXX; personal request)...so thats that.
