jus felt that i shld in fact record a particularly usual event that took place yesterday...

jus the day before yesterday, at around night time, i was helping a fren off-load her prob. meaning, she will jus blab in front of me while i jus attentive listen. to be more exact, she will jus type while i watch the screen attentively, on MSN(windows messenger service). fyi, i am using trillian a super comprehensive chatting software. oh well, that was like any other time that i would jus watch my screen and ponder over her problems. to me, it was jus liking learning life lessons, jus that it was from someone else. through all these problems that she tells me, it also informs me more abt her.

it was all normal till yesterday when i woke up. one of my first thots was abt her problem. well, it still seemed kinda of normal, since i was talkin to her the night before. naturally, the remants of the conversation might still linger some where in my brain. then i went to school to have a study session with a few other frens.(for those interested, i did not see her yesterday)

the day ended like normal. while cruisin on the bus back home, it suddenly got to me. i had been thinking consistently on her problem the entire day. her problem seemed to surface my brain whenever, my brain rests. and the only topics that i seemed to be talkin more on yesterday was abt her problem. hmmm...the only logical explanation was that maybe of the difference of views on that topic. i remember having quite a difficult talk. difficult in a sense of getting my point across. then for a very long long long long long time, i used very bare and direct words(for example, he was jus trying to get between your legs). hehe...actually this was the exact phrase i used, hope she dun mind. so maybe due to that, it left some impression in my head. when i reached home, i headed straight for my bed. thinking that a good snooze, might jus restart my brain to its normal state.

when i woke up, the unimaginable happened. i started to think more and more about her problems. at this point it started to creep me out. the problem seems to be taking root inside my brain. i tried to control my brain to divert and think about other matters(well, Battle Royale is INDEED around the corner). then the problem draws me back, liken to a quicksand. the brain almost saturates. the next solution i came up with was to play the PS2 and get my brain distracted. so Lord of the rings 3rd age, here i come.

the PS2 therapy worked for that few hours i was on it. after that, the same quicksand effect. it grew more and more problematic like the black hole. eventually, i was jus waitin for time to pass and her to get online. basic idea, to complain to her and hopefully she would know more and give me some advice. it was givin me such a headache and head spin, on top of that i felt super helpless. when i told her, wat happened, she thot i was jokin and asked me to have and early nite.

then this morning, everything was jus back to normal. no more problem, no more headache. wonder what really happened...