today one of my female fren was asking me how she looked in this new style of outfit. i gave her my honest opinion, that it was quite a refreshing look, and she is still bothering over it.
aiyoh...dear serene...if you seriously wanna know, heres the breakdown of wat i think about your new outfit today.
firstly, like how pravin thinks, it does look abit the 70's. however, looking 70's is not all that bad. the best part of it is that you actually brought out the simplicity and purity of that era, especially with the hairband. for me, i super like that theme and outlook of purity and simplicity. to add on to that, in the latest trilogy of my date with a vampire, ms Ma XiaoLing looked something like that too, before she became the super-mini skirted vampire buster. and oh, DUN listen to that COCK joshua say tummy being obvious in that outfit. ITS TOTALLY NOT TRUE. besides, i guess this new style can very beautifully bring out quite some good points about your figure.
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more importantly, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. jus find out how the beholder thinks about how you look then end of story. dun have to fuss here, worry there about how the whole world thinks, cos there are bound to be diverse ideas and critics. jus worry about how that beholder, whom you dress up for, thinks about it.
personally, i dun quite worry about how i dress, but that doesnt mean i dress up in ronald macdonald clown suit and pass it off as my wardobe. i try to dress wat i feel like getting into. then, i dun try to seek others' opinion, jus as long as its not a general cry for the fashion police. i do place more attention to the comments of that certain few people whom i consider to be closer in relationship with me. sometimes, even in this small group of people, i also get confused. :p
oh...while i am here, might as well intro my fren. my best best fren, benny. he's a fren i made in secondary school, which very concidentally was in the same primary school too. hehe...and to add, he often recieve public caning at primary school, but i still cannot reconigse him when i first met him. there was another named kumar. he also came from the same primary school and later the three of us met at the same class in at secondary level.
i met benny first at lower secondary then kumar at upper secondary. maybe it was that we had the same primary influence that we were quite close frens. we even managed to clinch a title in the racial harmony day during our graduating year. haha...our singing stint, unforgettable. IT WAS BENNY's idea, we sang "when 2 becomes 1". familar? yeap...the spice girls did that number too, acutally we adapted their number...hehe.
things change no doubt, however, i try every selfish ways to keep them by my side. seriously, although not every memories we had was all technicoloured, but it was us...all tears, joy, laughter, and even decit. i was at one point very confused and tried to decieve them to view things my way through decit. i was a bastard. and oh, with the captial B in bold. hey, still glad that you all are still by my side. thanks guys. thanks for the lesson.
kk...lets talk about something more joyous. benny is getting baptism this month. that would explain his new name michael and his goin to drop the other name which he has been using for 22 years. and kumar is still job hopping trying to find a PERM job in the electrical field. hopes and wishes that he gets it soon, otherwise his dip might jus expire on him.
like wat i have told my 2 best best frens, i have been quite distracted lately in my course of studies. twice i might add. first was near the end of last semester and second is roughly around now. either i am too desperately lookin for companionship or thinking too much. either i am amplifying and distorting the vibes she emits out or i am jus too desperate to want her. i still dun know her that well yet and it seems our interest kinda of conflict. i am more the stay home and indoor type and she is like the bubbly outgoing type. :p this time no names no clue(cos i dun want any IMMATURE OLD GUY from dun know where to act very CHILDISHLY). partly because, i still very in the blur about what i see or what i know.
TRUTH be told, this module EOH(emotions of heart) is really tough. i am not exactly aiming for a distinction in this module or even a 'B' grade, jus a pass will do. seems that newton's calculus or even einstein's theorem of general relativity is much simpler to understand and comprehend.
anyhow, i am not quite ready to approach her... ...yet.
