an sms got to my phone last night...however, i only read it this morning. it was from my best fren, Benny. in the sms, he told me that his father had been admitted to hospital the night before. i replied his sms on the spot. till now, still no news or further update. maybe i will attempt to contact him later in the night.

i guess without his sms, i wouldnt be having such a clear view of what is actually happening around me. during this Battle Royale phase, or even just after the disband of Streats, i haven been keeping myself updated about the world around. i have slowly retracted myself into a self centred, self absorbed geek cum loner.

Death and Destruction. if one would have noticed, these past few mornings have always been reports of saddening nature. bright beautiful mornings suddenly tainted by cruel facts of life. people everywhere focusing on such tragic and unfortunate issues.

then i told myself, dun bother about it before i reached school this morning. not that i am trying to escape the facts or truth, but its just that over-emphasis over any event can only spell trouble. this is an obvious lesson from the books of history. people who over-emphasis for the need of power, often fall prey to their own prowess. people who over-emphasis for the need of wealth, often crushed under the weight of their own possessions. people who over-emphasis for the need of perfection, often have seeked but never returned.no matter what the emphasis, stay in equilibrium.

i have actually been quite a fan about unified theology. i believe deeply, that all religion have a common basis on which they are formed, equilibrium. that it is in that common basis that we should believe most in. for example, in the bible, the Pharohs over-emphasised on the creed, the whole 'i am the noble and you are the slave thing'. then Jesus tried to educate the people not to so much emphasis on all that morally undesirable behaviours. behaviours like discrimination, slavery, proud, selfish-ness, greed, etc. Jesus tried to teach the world the idea of equality, when back then it was deemed upon as a myth. Jesus, had shown the world equilibrium.

then you look at the teachings of Buddha. HE who tries to teach the world to take a step back from the whole world. once you take a step back from the path where you are heading, u might find many other choices. emphasis on not what YOU should do where you should go or what should be done. HE also teaches the idea of non-good and non-evil. as you emphasis on which side you belong, you tend to be restricted and in the end harm yourself. equilibrium was the Way.

if you happen to be in a religion yourself, try and look deeper into the words that are thought. look in between the words and discover.

usually at this point my thoughts goes into a bottleneck and then implodes. so if equilibrium is the supposed ideal that we should look upon on. what if we over-emphasis on equilibrium? haha...sometimes when one overly into a certain issue, all else narrows forcing you into a pinhole.

hmmm...wondering if it was all the Yin-Yang theory that i have been studying too much. to correct a well known misunderstanding, yin-yang theory is not a religion(only that taoist use it as a basis of study) and it is nothing to do with praying to whatever gods or goddess. it is the supposed simplified theory about the world around us, created by an unknown author. it was rumored to be versed out in pictorials before 3000BC(or before the first civilised dynasty in China, Zhou Dynasty).

haha...dun worry i wont try and explain nor go through it here. please read up on your own if you so wish lazybones.

today when i entered the Battle Royale fight number 3(sensors and drives). 2 more fights till the end of this season of Battle Royale.