sometimes you really have to wonder which god, goddess or supreme being took the century off and begun to temper with you fate as entertainment.

JUS went i have decided yesterday that i would look at that girl from a distant, plot thickens. today i concidentally met her on the bus while on my way home. we chatted within that short time frame before she drops off. our last topic was regarding girls(wat else). SINCE i have decided to PLATONICise my relationship with her, i was hoping to get some advice from her abt gettin girls. her last words before getting off was PERSERVANCE(in exact was 持之以恒).

that was totally ... ... ARHAHRARHHH!H!H!H!!...

in times like this i ask myself, is this the sort of DIVINE intervention that i had always hoped? intervention to tell me to persist? if those characters had came from another person's mouth, it wldnt have stirred much commotion. however, it DEFINITELY came from her. the one who torments me hard and good.

was it a divine intervention? if not, does it logically mean that SHE knows about my helpless spiral of desire for her. that desire to feel her in my arms. that desire to feel her every heart beat and breath. NAH...dun think she knows about it at all.

or maybe she was using it in another context? did she think that i was after another person? hmmm...its quite safe to put the money here.

this is definitely killing alot of my brain cells. this HAS to be the post with the most usage of question marks. my brain is now in a state of "blank". as i try to recover my waking thoughts, she passed by me this morning. the scent that consistently lingers around jus doesnt fail to entice my brain cells into a strike.

(confusion sets in)

then the brain juices does an overdrive, seemingly to challenge the complexity of the problem at hand. i jus remembered some things from the books that talk about ancient face reading(reading fortunes from face). being a double eyelid guy, he will knowingly or unknowingly or intentionally or even unintentionally create and provide trouble for women. hence since the day of birth, am i destined to plauge all womenkind with troubles on top of all their burdens. also being a women with high cheek bone and super low resistance to illness, has decided her fate. to be a women consistently plauged with problems that concern to guys around her.

so far, with me and her. i must admit that i dun think i have given her much trouble nor problem. maybe that is why there is an intervention. that intervention is for me to continue to pester her and make sure she gets her fair share of problems and headaches from me. or that could be me thinkin too much and too into it.

if she be my assignment, can she be my last assignment to bother and trouble?